“You do you, then do me and us.”
i can honestly say i do miss you now. i think it’s cause i’ve been so spoiled that i dont know how to appreciate things when i have them; however, when i finally lose them i realize slowly what i really want and what i really care for the most. i broke it off because i really didn’t know what i wanted and everything was just all messed up in my head. i’ve been so busy and i barely have time to even hang out for a sec. i feel horrible but after this ended, i realized what i really wanted. i cant be greedy by asking for it back right away, but maybe if we got time to relax and settle everything, we’ll both come to a better conclusion. i have a lot to tell you and let you know, but hopefully when we both settle down, you’ll be able to open up to me more. the thing that i want the most is for you to open up to me. i love whenever you would tell me about your past and have deeper talks with me (: i just hope we can grow from this, not separate.
remember how whenever you ask me if i missed you and i always reply a little or no? well, it’s cause i never really appreciated what i had. but now i can honestly say, i do miss you. and yes, i saw you in person like 3 hours ago and saw you fall asleep on oovoo just a couple of minutes before, but idk why i’m missing you a lot.
